Rain keeps comming down.-

These clouds aren’t going nowhere, baby

Rain keeps coming down

I just thought I’d try to call you, baby

For you got too far outta town

And I hope that you get this message that I’m leaving for you

‘Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever?

Last words that I said

But that was nothing but a broken heart talkin’, baby

You know that’s not what I meant

Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I’m leaving for you

‘Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you find it,

What you’re looking for

And I hope it’s everything you dreamed your life could be

And so much more

And I hope you’re happy, wherever you are

I wanted you to know that

And nothing’s gonna change that

And I hope you find it

-

todas estas me recuerdan a: quiero un novio.

incluyendo sweeney todd.

Bueno, creo que llego el momento de ser sincera con algunas cosas. Y no es el hecho de que pasé año nuevo mirando los fuegos artificiales, Hannah Montana y un concierto de Beyoncé y en el patio pidiendo casi nada, por que como concluí hoy, por más que uno busque las cosas, eso a veces no significa que vengan a nosotros. Solo pedi amor, alguien que yo pueda querer sin sentirme mal por nada, porque es en este momento lo unico que me hace falta. Y no coincido con que sea una boludez, porque es algo importante. Es un momento genial, porque de algun modo, para adelante estan todas las puertas abiertas porque no cargo con nada, una libertad exuberante, las unicas puertas cerradas son las del pasado; y de una vez tengo que aceptar que no puedo cambiarlo.
Soy libre para ser como soy, quien soy. No se adonde me va a llevar esto, pero quiero ir. Hay cosas que me molestan, pero las sobrellevo de alguna forma.
Es así: es ley. Quiero un novio, alguien que me quiera de verdad; pero no puedo seguir por la vida con los ojos vendados aunque no me de cuenta; con el karma de que él no me quiere. Lo voy a seguir queriendo por algun tiempo capaz, tengo que aceptar la realidad, y es que sea lo que sea, bueno, malo, inutil, etc. Lo quiero, y él no a mí; y quizás nunca lo haga. Pero tengo que dejarlo ir, seguir.
Y no es fácil, pero aprendí a convivir con que no me quiere y yo sí. Aprendí a estar en paz con eso. No va a impedirme ver el mundo de afuera y querer a alguien más. No va a impedir quererme a mí y estar 'en paz' conmigo.
Todo, absolutamente todo, es parte del camino y hay que afrontarlo.







( Another chapter in the book cant go back but you can look, and there we are on every page. Memories I’ll always save. Up ahead on the open doors who knows what were heading towards? I wish you love I wish you luck for you the world just opens up but it’s so hard to say goodbye. Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya. The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph and hold you in my heart forever. I’ll always remember you )

I woke up this morning and played our song,
and through my tears I sang A L O N E.

No se trata de lo que tarde en llegar,
no se trata sobre lo que me espere del otro lado;
es el camino.

I CAN'T BE TAMED.

Las cosas que odio de vos.

1. You play your games
2. You're insecure.
3. You love me & you like her.
4. You make me laugh,
5. You make me cry; (I don't know which side to buy)
6. Your friends and you act like jerks.
7. You make me love you.

Like 'Who's that chick that's rOCKING HeRE ? She's gotta be from other town !'

I see forgiveness, I see the TRUTH

Everybody needs inspiration, everybody needs a soul. A beautiful melody when the night's so long. (Me too)

'Cause there's no guarantee that live this life is easy.

Yeah, when my world is falling apart and there's no light to break up the dark that's when I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore and I can't find my way home anymore that's when I look at you.

When I look at you I see forgiveness, I see THE TRUTH: you love me for who I am,

like the stars hold the moon right there where they belong and I know I'm not alone !

You appear just like a dream to me, just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me, all I need, every breath that I breath, don't you know? You're beautiful.

One in a million.

Quiero escribir una historia de amor. O una de misterio. Quiero encontrar amor, quiero descubrir el misterio.



'How did we get there? I turned around and there you were, I didn't think twice or rationalize 'cause somehow I know that there was more that just chemistry, I mean that you were the kind of boy to me, but I figured this too good to be true. I said pinch me when I caught this guy, can't find a single cloud on the sky, help me before I get used for this guy. They say that good things take time, but really great things happen in a blink of an eye. Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one, I can't believe it. Oh, you're one in a million.'

Now, sing along.