cada dia te amo mas flaca. 

Love songs

A veces no se que prefiero, si que las cosas me importen o no. Supongo que ciertos tipos de hostilidad son bienvenidas en concepto de precio por querer divertirse un poco, creo que sin hacer mal a nadie. Pero bueno, nunca falta la gente pelotuda.

( Close enought to start a war, god only knows what we're fighting for, all that I had is on the floor. I can't keep up with your turning tables, under your thumb I can't breath. So I won't let you close enought to hurt me, no. I won't ask you to just deserve me, I can't give you what you think you gave me. It's time to say goodbye to turning tables. Next time I'll be braver, I'll be my own savior when the thunder comes to me. Next time I'll be braver, I'll be my own savior standing on my own two feet. )

Hometown glory / Let it be

Es la primera vez que voy a hacer esto y animada por el hecho de que practicamente nadie lee este blog.

"Si Navidad dejó mucho que desear, Año Nuevo me anticipa un 2012 asqueroso, aunque creo que las cosas dependen mucho más de nosotros de lo que pensamos. Pero podría agarrar cualquier página al azar y ver tanto, un año de puta madre, todo lo que aprendí y todo lo que viví. Le tengo un poco de miedo al 2012, quisiera revivir el 2011 una vez más y ser joven por siempre." 1/01/12

"No hay nada que qusiera mas en este momento que ser una planta y olvidar todo lo que pasó. Aunque en realidad no me acuerdo de nada." 8/08

"No existí. Nada es suficiente, para mí no es suficiente" 22/6

"No se como debió haber sido todo, pero soy feliz. Todo esto es más de lo que había soñado" 25/09

"La gente piensa que a mí no me importa nada. Y por momentos es cierto." 09/10

"Es como si todos los pedazos de alma se fueran soldando de nuevo lentamente" 12/04

Pero se que va a estar bien. Mientras sienta que se me eriza la piel por algo, sienta amor, dolor, angustia, pasion, o simplemente algo, va a estar todo bien. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You.

She, she ain’t real
She ain’t gon’ be able 

to love you like I will
Sure, she’s got it all
But baby is that really what you want?

Bless your soul, you got your head in the clouds
You made a fool out of you and, boy, she’s bringing you down
She made your heart melt but you’re cold to the core
Now rumour has it, she ain’t got your love anymore

Rumour has it, Don’t forget me
Rumour has it, I beg
Rumour has it, I remember
Rumour has it, You said

I heard that you settled down
That you found a girl and you’re married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you

Never mind I’ll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too
Dont forget me I beg I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love  

but sometimes it hurts instead

 

Where love is lost your ghost is found

Close enough to start a war

All that I have is on the floor

God only knows what we're fighting for

All that I say, you always say more

Under haunted skies I see you

Where love is lost, your ghost is found

I've lived a hundred storms to leave you

As hard as you try, no I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables

Under your thumb, I can't breathe

So I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no

I won't ask you, you to just desert me

I cant give you, what you think you gave me

It's time to say goodbye to turning tables

Turning tables

Next time I'll be braver

I'll be my own savior

When the thunder comes for me

Next time I'll be braver

I'll be my own savior

Standing on my own two feet

I often think about when I went wrong?

The more that I do, the less that I know.

I kept my distance so you could be free,

and hope that you find that missing piece

to bring you back to me.

Crudas verdades otra vez.

This is how the story went
I met someone by accident
It blew me away
It blew me away

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away
 
I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain, the morning rain
Although I wish that you were here
That same old road that brought me here
Is calling me home, It's calling me home
I wish I could lay down beside you
when the day is done
and wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
you disappear one day
So I spend my whole life hiding my heart away

and I can spend my whole life hiding my heart away

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I looked beyond.

the heart you caught must be waiting for you, even now when we're already over i can't help myself from looking for you. / i need you, and needing you means that i dont have you. if i dont have you, i'll give you anything. that probably means that we neither have each other, we are needing us. we have nothing so. / el miedo cambio el foco de su mirada lenta y tortuosamente hacia ella y entonces la enfrentó. y no era nadie, era algo superior que ella e iba a derrotarla/o. / no sos vos, no es el, son tan solo todas las cosas. todo lo que siento, lo que soy, mis inseguridades y miedos personales. el objeto de mi conquista, mis sueños, mis deseos, todo lo que sos y no puedo tener. es normal entonces que te vea y me hierva la sangre. estoy frente al innombrable, el verdadero lord voldemort, porque en ese momento verte era enfrentarme con todo lo que yo era, con todas mis falencias y mis debilidades y todo lo que queria y no podia. eras una imagen de lo imposible confrontando lo real. eras el espejo de orised de harry potter. y eso era maligno, era muy malo, muy "rudo". era comprensible que no pudiera ni verte. pero ahora lo entiendo, ahora lo puedo ver, como cambie yo y ya no sos la imagen de todo eso. y era terrible. era. / y ahora que queda? / y al descubir, sacar el velo y ahondarse en los sentimientos y pensamientos de una vez por toda y despedazar el interior e hilar tan fino llegado el momento de perderse, veo. que todos los deseos son, por superficiales o tontos que parezcan, otros deseos disfrazados. llorar por boludeces, como por no saber que ponerse seguramente signifique algo mas profundo, no es una boludez, ni ahi. / que mal que la pase hoy, que rudo enfrentarse con todo esto. rudo pero util. / no one ever said it would be this hard / suddenly the moment's here i embrace my fears, all that i've been carrying all this years / then if you see my reflexion... / AND I WON'T LET YOU GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO HURT ME / not escape from reality, open your eyes, look up to the sky and see / when the nortern wind blows, the shadows, so hard to know I believe, will be over. / in his eyes i can see where my heart longs to be, in his eyes i see a gentle glow and that's where i'll be safe, i know. / by looking in his eyes will i see beyond the sorrow that i feel



Everything is so (un)clear.

The last time.

I knew that that was the last time,

the last time.
Sometimes I wake up by the door,
And heard you calling, must be waiting for you
Even that when we're already over,
I can't help myself from looking for you.

Adele.-

This is how the story went
I met someone by accidentIt blew me away
It blew me away

It was in the darkest of my daysWhen you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away
I wish I could lay down beside youWhen the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sunBut like everything I've ever known
You disappear one daySo I spend my whole life hiding my heart away

Next time I'll be braverI'll be my own saviorAnd if I'm the cause for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own saviorStanding on my own two feetI won't let you close enough to hurt me, no

So little to say but so much time,despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind.Please wear the face, the one where you smile,
because you lighten up my heart when I start to cry.

Forgive me first love, but I’m tired.I need to get away to feel again.Try to understand why, don’t get so close to change my mind.Please wipe that look out of your eyes, it’s bribing me to doubt myself;
simply, it’s tiring.
no hay con que darle, esta mujer saca mis pensamientos de la cabeza y los hace musica.

The heart wants what the heart wants.

solo voy a limitarme a decir algo: esto ha pasado un limite y no me gusta nada. esto no tenia que pasar, no TIENE que pasar.  el resto del post, CENSURADO.

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,


But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,


But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

I've made up my mind.

I build myself up
and fly around in circleswaiting as my heart dropsand my back begins to tinglefinally could this be it

Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads no where,
Or would it be a waste
even if I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up
or should I just keep chasing pavements?Even if it leads nowhere...





Quisiera disipar ese espantoso sentimiento de que las cosas no van a llevar  aninguna parte. Ojala dependiera de mi. Hasta donde hay que hacer? Hasta cuando es sano hacer?

Dejo que caiga mi corazón, y según cayó, tú apareciste para reclamarlo. Está muy oscuro, y yo estaba acabada hasta que besaste mis labios y me salvaste. Mis manos eran fuertes, pero mis rodillas eran demasiado débiles como para sostenerme en tus brazos sin caer a tus pies. Pero hay una parte de ti que nunca conocí. Todas las cosas que dijiste nunca fueron ciertas, nunca fueron ciertas y los juegos a los que jugaste, siempre los ganaste. Pero prendí fuego a la lluvia y la vi caer, mientras tocaba tu cara. Ardió mientras yo lloraba, porque la escuché gritando tu nombre, tu nombre.

( My hands, they were strong but my knees were far too weak to stand in your arms without falling to your feet, 'cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew. All the things you said they were never true, never true and the games you play you win, always win, always win.

But I set fire to the rain, watch it pour as I touch your face, well I burned when I cried 'cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name. )

Let it burn

I let it fall my heart,And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet
But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyesFeel you're here forever
You and me together
Nothing gets better

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Well, it felt something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught, must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.
I set fire to the rain,
Watch it pour as I touch your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames
Well, it felt something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time
The last time, oh, oh!

Let it burnLet it burnLet it burn

You had my heart inside your hand.-

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch

It's bringing me out the dark.
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out
and I'll lay your shit bare
See how I leave
with every piece of youDon't underestimate
the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it’s bringing me out the dark
The scars of your love
remind me of us
They keep me thinking
that we almost had it all
The scars of your love
they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
Baby I have no story to be told
But I've heard one
 of you and
I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths
of your despair
Making a home down there
It reminds you
of the home we shared
The scars of your love
remind me of us
They keep me thinking
that we almost had it all
The scars of your love
they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
Throw your soul through
every open door
Count your blessings
to find what you look for
Turned my sorrow
into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind
and reap just what you sow
We could have had it all
 Rolling in the deep
You had my heart
inside of your hand 
 And you played it to the beat.

( mas acertada no podia ser no? No, no podia )

You've been on my mind,
I grow fonder every day,
Lose myself in time, Just thinking of your face,
God only knows why it's taken me so long to

let my doubts go,
You're the only one that I want,
I don't know why I'm scared,
I've been here before,
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You'll never know if you never try, To forgive your past and simply be mine, I dare you to let me be your,

your one and only, Promise I'm worthy,
To hold in your arms,
So come on and give me a chance,
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile,
Until the end starts.If I've been on your mind, You hang on every word I say,
Lose yourself in time,
At the mention of my name, Will I ever know

how it feels to hold

you close?
And have you tell me whichever road I choose, you'll go?

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart, Nobody's pefect, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart.Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart. Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart. Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart. Trust me I've learned it,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,
Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said, "Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead"

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.